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i whisper upon the rainbow

heyyaa!

ohhoiii!

ahoy =)

this time nak jiwang2 sikit. hahaha.... ok... im not jiwangist person kayh! fullstop

 I always like imagining 
someone. Make you presence alive in this smart brain of mine. HARHAA... 
Neurons were all runnning and sprint to define your existence and all i'm doing is just close my eyes.

yeah...actually..i never meet you. even a glance...

do i will see you if I open my eyes? The real you? 
for sure tak lah kan...
but...The good things that I've loved. Everything about you. 
Seriously. I love him becouse of my God
Allah subhanahuwataala...

>tapi am! kenapa awak tak kuat?<
=( tak tahu

Im afraid enough to open my eyes. I dont want to expect anymore.
but I cant resist it!

And in those moments-
I just try to recall what you've said.
"bagaimana itu berakhir"
Ya Allah, baiknya dia...

=( kenapa saya mudah jatuh? kenapa iman saya tak kuat? 

chaiyyokkk amira!
kalau kita siapkan diri jd org yang high-class,MESTI jodoh kita pun high class -kak intan-

we're on separate ways. You have a really good place while i'm holding my vows.
are we will see each other?

sesungguhnya, hidup di sana lebih abadi.
InsyaAllah
Doakan saya kuat
Itu je... 

Im strong enoughaa. Harhaaa...

It seems unfair, but Allah know what the best for me =)

So, why rush? Why sad?

Amira!

Haha...siapa kata saya sedih? Acting je tuuuu

seriously =)

know what, once you did that to me, thousand times i repay it for you

wah! kejam!

No!!! HAHA

Manadeee... Saya tak kisah pun... my dear sister, sis Intan had give me a lot of strength. She remembered me of HIM

SYUKRAN KAK INTAN
THANKS YA ALLAH

kenapa ada manusia yang tak pernah puas?
apa yang kamu nak sebenarnya di dunia ni?

Suddenly, walking2 around terjumpa bloggy comel. And! OMG! cute =)


dah kahwin rupanya. hehe... baguslah...

okay..nak kahwin dengan siapa ea? wink wink (*-*)

imam muda ke? 

wah wah wah...

kalau imam muda i would choose najdi lah...
kalau ustaz, ustaz don---> dye dh ada choice, sob sob ='(
hurmmm! ahaaa! ada ada... rahsia

perasannya.... amira ni tak sedar diri...
ada ke nak kahwin dengan sheikh.

ish ish ish

RUMAH ILHAM DAMANSARA =)

I NEED TO DO SUCH THING!

Salute dengan Atul sebab nak join program sepupu satu Malaysia even study kat Taylor... ---> kawan siapa? =)


Then, I got a new mentee.. Tapi dia darjah 6.. Brilliant, and comel. Dye ni macam mix sikit... Mata lawa grrr...

I teached him science... pandai juga laa... Dia dapat terangkan dengan baik, even stuck but good try boy.

I FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM, DEEP MUCH. HAHA

Nama dia Indra Mahkota

We learned about eclipse.. wah wah wah! 

Macam-macam i used to tell him.. a very shy-shy cat at first... Tapi, happy je.

his father passed about years ago. Diabetes. Hurrmm... but, theres no sad sign in his eyes. So strong child!

go babe!

what about danial? Azira ajar Danial, Math. Baguslah... Danial tu dari dulu sampai sekarang pemalu.

Apa yang best lagi ea? Seriously, it mend my broken heart. Super Amazing!
Thanks Allah... =)



Bangsar Walking walking

Ehh am! Atul ajak buka puasa kat luar...

Bila? Hari ni? Puasa ke? HEHE

So, then..bermula lah pencarian taxi-taxi UM

Derr...tak de pun... jalan punya jalan sampai depan gates UM

Jalan lagi...lagi...jalan jalan... =.="

ehhh... cab laa!! Allaaa... 

ehhh...tu cab...

Taxi!
alahai... ada orang lagi...

Eh eh... taxi taxi...

Uuu... Uncle Indian lah...

'Uncle, nak pergi balai bomba kat Bangsar'

Ada ke orang berbuka dekat balai bomba? (Biasa lah tu bagi kami)

Maka, terjumpa lah restoran TomYam yang diidamkan oleh Atul...

Maka itu juga, kami order lah apa yang termampu. Yelah, dua tiga hari ni asyik keluar je. Sebab tu duit cepat habis. Maaf ye abah, anakmu ini memang begini. =)

Habis eating together-gather, kami pun balik dengan menggunakan kudrat yang telah di Built-up BERSUMBERkan karbohidrat yang dimakan.

Kaki macam tak pijak tanah, letih der...

Malam tersebut...

Kita tengok cerita Juno nak? 

'Tadi dah tengok kurbaan, tengok movie lagi? Memang tutor siap pun...'

Maka malam tersebut adalah malam yang panjang

Ok, sebenarnya tak pun.

Feel really tired, need not pukul 12 tu dah nak tidur...

dah lena ni, tetiba je

'widad, takut....'

'eh am, widad ada...' then, she hold my hand...

Takut? sungguh tidak budiman lelaki-lelaki pasum. Memang reject buat suami, tiba-tiba je nak jerit tengah-tengah malam. Grrr.... Cuba bayangkan, tiba-tiba nak jerit macam kena sawan. What on EARTH?

Fish!

esok.... pergi RUMAH ILHAM =)

FEEL REJECTED


ENOUGH!

FEEL REJECTED

FEEL BETRAYED

FEEL IM THE ONE STUPID

SHOULD I BE BLAMED?

YES...

FOR WHAT?

I DONT KNOW

ITS HURT

REALLY...

FEEL DEEP INSIDE

WHY MUST TREAT ME LIKE THIS?

OKAY, IM THE STUPID ONE

Rejection? Everyone won’t like to be rejected
Im used to keeping things to myself and couldn’t voice out from staggered mind. Im used to getting rejection when I speak my point. My judgement seems to be such a failure. What on earth?
Things ended like..err…what?
So, I somehow give up…
Ill try my best… but why ended like this…
It numbs me really, visually





RHAZES WAS SUPER AWESOME


wajah-wajah incredibly AWESOME

itu 'KAMI'


rindu mahu gelak-gelak bersuka-ria menimba ilmu bersama-sama


Uuu.... KAMI WARGA-WARGA RHAZES SEMESRA 

rindu Miss Diamond

i want kak intan to be at my side =(

miss her

kak intan! bila nak balik sini? rindu lahh

with her...

i feel safe

i feel something unspeakable

 i feel firmly believed in HIM

may Allah swt blessed her and her family 

i just want she knows....

kak intan hebat! And I really love you becouse of Allah swt...

sometimes terpikir, can I be like her?

huh =..='' jangan nak daydream sangat la 

its OVER? harhaa...

heyya :)

at last, my final mid sem was over. its just a relief...



walking walking and walking 

widad, neysa, sara, chap n me :)


err... HOT nya =)
haha...

walking walking around jalan tar...
its super awesome as i spent a lot of money
what on earth?!?
teruk betul lah =.=''

i bought for my little brother, Danial a beg... 
rasa teruk kalau tak belikan untuk dia... even, he's not my real brother... but, why not i buy he something kan

a very tiring day...
but its worthed. =)



pffttt.... will you marry me? 

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